i am currently engaged in a tantalizing tango with my muse.
she is a beautiful, beguiling, saucy, and sometimes elusive creature.
this dance we are doing is a new one for us.
we've been together for a long time. since the very beginning, actually. but we have had many different relationships, manifestations, and dances over the years.
our current partnership is simultaneously delightful and confusing.
right now, i'm bashful but excited, fumbling around, learning new steps, joyfully riding the waves, awkwardly feeling it out as we go.
there are many highs and lows within this process.
to sort out my oft confusing emotions, i seek solitude in my studio.
i light incense, meditate, crank up the music, write, and dance.
today, in addition to doing these things, i'm giving myself an artist date.
my muse and i will be laying on the floor with cushy pillows and listening to the following...
radiolab: me, myself, and muse
